Thursday, May 19, 2011

Erotic truth day 1: The day I became A WOMAN

It seemed like I was last at EVERYTHING as a teen. Had my first kiss at 17, my first boyfriend at 18. I wanted soooooo bad to lose my virginity. I heard stories from my friends who lost theirs and I felt left out.

I was around 19 or 20 when I started dating my boyfriend. We were together around 4 months before he got the goodies.

One cold winter Satutday night he called me and asked if I wanted to come over. His parents were out of town for the weekend. He picked me up and we were hugging and kissing and I told him...

"This is my first time."

His response was...

"Since when?"

*blank stare*

I was so scared that I tensed up and nothing happened that night...
or the next night...

Finally on the third night I was comfortable enough to relax and let the magic happen.

I dont recall it being mind blowing or the earth moving or singing in the background.

We were together for a year and a half before he died. I had beautiful memories with him and I dont regret letting him be my first.

Sent from Samsung mobile

17 comments:

Thee_Kween said...

Wow...:*(

Everyone's firsts are SO different. Some meaningful, some not...but ALL impactful!

LeeLee Aint Msbehavin' said...

Aint that the truth.

SOAP aka SoulofaPoet said...

Being with ones first for a year & a half??? PRICELESS!!!! Not too many folks can say that. :D

LeeLee Aint Msbehavin' said...

He was a good man. I'm surprised we even got together brcause his father and brother was prejudice. My boyfriend was white.

Divaprocessor said...

Wow...this was Sweet..but Deep...No regrets..I love it... Beautiful page also Lee Lee

Icnonlybme said...

That was beautiful...

LeeLee Aint Msbehavin' said...

Thank you Diva. I cant do too much to it from my cellphone...lol

LeeLee Aint Msbehavin' said...

Thank you

Flesh~b4~Soul said...

Beautiful.. and heartbreaking at the same time.. Loving the 30 posts LeeLee..
Peace and love

LeeLee Aint Msbehavin' said...

Thank you sis

As the Budda Flows said...

Aww...its always good to have ur first experience not be tramatizing

LeeLee Aint Msbehavin' said...

Thank goodness

Primaldata said...

Yaaaay, I'm not the only person who it took 3 days to lose their virginity. Not for the same reasons but 3 days none the less. If your hearts connected than thats all that matters, thats where most people get it wrong.

Nice to hear about your first time LeeLee, it truly was a special relationship

The Unconditional Realist said...

Been there sis...3 days isn't bad at all!!!

LeeLee Aint Msbehavin' said...

No its not

Reggie said...

I've been someone's first a couple of times. I remember someone once telling me that women always remember two lovers, their first and their last.

LeeLee Aint Msbehavin' said...

I will never forget mine